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Wow I never use this anymore.I got sick of telling everyone everything and kept it to myself, but anyway I'm at Elli's house and her dog is licking my feet.Also we are decorating for christmas.IT WILL BE MY BIRTHDAY IN 19 DAYS!!!!If you suck at math then that would be December 23.I'm looking at all the victoria secret magazines and well all the girls I want to punch.I think I'm going to accomplish that in my life.Well I'm off.Oh!and thank you to my Elli Jelly Belly for making my layout even though it isnt as WAH as my other one.
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[15 Sep 2004|03:50pm] |
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I haven't updated in awhile.Let's state the obvious.My life isn't that interesting.
So ive been failing in school and we haven't even been in it that long.I'm special.
I have no friends anymore.Not like I used to.It sucks.
Elli is annoyingly attracted to aquarians.God damnit.I hate Travis.Not that he is in the picture anymore,but he is pulling a Lowrie on ELli.Fuck you.You don't deserve her.
I like Mike.I'm stupid.So confused.I don't want to hurt Dana.God damnit I feel like I'm cheating with my feelings.
I HAVE A FISH NOW!!It's name is Chronic.
Elli is brushing my wig.Werido.My room smells like Axe Orinon.Yummy.
Ok I'm going and having my pizza party with ELli.Bye.
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[13 Sep 2004|03:17pm] |
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I think that I don't like any boys except for Mike and Dana....even though at times Dana pisses me off.Mike your perfect lol.OK anyway Lowrie has a girlfriend and still tells me he loves me...and not her...I think that is bullshit.If he loved me he wouldn't have gotten another girlfriend and not talk to me for 4 months.Fuck him.Jesus christ and I can't stop thinking about him and it is annoying how I know he isn't going through what I am and that he could care less.
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[12 Sep 2004|12:55am] |
Oh wow who would have guessed I've had that title before?
Anyway my life has been wonderfully shitty lately.Lowrie decided to come back out of nowhere and make me remember him.Thankx even though I couldn't forget about you.I tried to stop myself from wondering,but now your back and you won't even talk to me.I hate you,but I can't.FUCK YOU.
Dana and Mike omg I love you guys.Your amazing and help me a lot.Elli jelly you too!!
I got a new hampster and named her Pudge.Well Mike made that name and then well now that's her name.
Back to Lowrie...so I don't know if I'm bipolar or what becasue I go from hating him to loving him...So there is sadness and madness.I think I'm slow.It's love make it hurt.
Ya well you did that.Whore.I wish I could stab you in the heart and twist the knife and watch you bleed...mabey then you'll know how I feel.
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What is your name?: Katie
How old are you?: Fifteen
When is your Birthday?: December 23
What is your zodiac sign?: Sagittarius/Capricorn
Where were you born?: Lebanon,New Hampshire
Where do you live now?: Lebanon,New Hampshire
What color eyes do you have?: Blue
What color hair do you have?: Reddish,Blondish
How tall are you?: 5'5
How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies): Too much.
What is your worst fear?: Being alone.
Do you smoke?: Yes.
Do you drink?: Yes.
Do you cuss?: Fuck no.That would be a sin.
Do you use drugs?: When Elli comes over.She makes me.
Have you ever or will you ever steal?: I have.
Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: Yes.
Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: No,but I wish I did.I played the flute in 6th grade :)
Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?:Ears.
If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: Jason.
Do you suffer from depression disorder?: Yes.
If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?:Having a tampon be in my vagina to long.
Have you ever tried to commit suicide?: Yes.
Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?: Yes.
What subculture do you belong too?: Maryland.
Are you evil?: Do I look like the devil?
Do you believe that you can be possesed?:Yes,by unicorns.
Are you a paranoid person?: Yes.
Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?: Yes.
Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?: Yes.
Are you a violent person?: I can be.
Do you take your anger out on other people?: Sometimes.
Do you blame other people for your mistakes?: No.
What is your favorite game?: Grand Theft Auto 3
What is your favorite movie?: Black Sheep.
Who is your favorite band?: Taking back sunday.I don't just have one though.
What is your favorite song?: Bike scene-Taking back sunday.
What kind of books and/or magazines do you read?: Alternative Press...and True life books.
What is your favorite color?: Black and Pink.
What is your favorite food?: Diet coke with lime.Yes if you freeze it..then it is too hard to drink there for you must eat it.
What is your favorite drink?: Diet coke with lime.
Do you own a pair of converse?: I did.They were too big for me and I looked like a clown so I gave them to Topher.
Do you own a pair of dickies?: No.
Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?: Yes.
Are you a virgin?: Yes.
Are you kinky?: AHAHAHAHAHA omg that is the gayest question I've ever been asked.Yeah I'm hella kinky.
Do you like biting?: I like biting my nails.
Do you masturbate?: Yes.Wanna watch?
Do you watch pornography?: Yes.
Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?: Yes.It has been every color but green.
Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way?:No.
Are you hyper active person?:No.Well sometimes.When I hear the Hampster dance song I get hyper.
Are you religious?: NO.I belive in God.
Do you have any self inflicted scars?Yes.
Does pain turn you on?: No.It makes me happy.I don't get horny off of it.
Do you stand for originality and creativity?: Creativity.
Do you like meeting new people?: Sometimes.
What do you like most about life?: Hampsters.
What do you dislike most about life?: Pain.
Do you believe in love at first fright?: Fright or sight?I don't think if someone scares me I will love them.Sight yes.
Have you ever pierced a body part yourself?: No.
Have you ever had to beg for dinner money?: No.
Do you own a car?:No.
Have you been to jail, yet?:No.
Are your clothes held together with safety pins?: No.
Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows?: No.
Have you ever vomit while making out?: No,but I'll try.
Have you held a job for less than a day?: No.
Do you own more than two pair of jeans?: Yes.
Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason?:Yes.
Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house?: No.
Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude?: No.
Does the world piss you off?:All the fucking time.:)
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I have school tommorow,but I can't sleep.The first day.Yippie.Now I can fail for the 50th time in my life.
Well I talked to Dana on the phone...I think it was the most depressing call ever.At the end it was funny because my mom walked in and asked who it was I said Julia.Lol.So we were laughing then.
Hmm...what has been up lately...Oh I went to Michelle's.That was fun.Brandon called...ahhh he is such a control freak to her..it is the most annoying thing ever.
I saw Alli Castilini and her friend Keish ahhahahahahaha.I told my mom to hit them,but she didn't listen.:( Damn her.
Oh and the school sence I missed like 50 days last year wanted to put me in all the sped classes and I'm like I'm not a fucking sped!!!God damnit.I can spell my name forward and backwards!!!
Ok I have no life.I am pathetic.:)
Atleast I'mnot like Elli and talk about my fish all the time...lol I'm kidding Elli I love you,but I hate your damn fish.
~Katie
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[24 Aug 2004|10:11pm] |
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I'm sitting here listening to Taking Back Sunday~A Decade Under The Influence over and over again.I think right now If my eyes could cry blood they would.
I did something mean to my friend's ex and I feel bad.I'm sorry Mike.I don't know what to say...I'm just so sorry I played with you.
I went to Wal-mart,K-mart,Wendy's,Mcdonald's,The Dollar Store and my aunt's house today.I'm so tired.I actually feel like crying.Not because I'm tired,but I had a good day then I'm slapped with guilt which made my whole day seem like shit now.A waste of time.I can't say enough sorrys to people to make up for all the shit I've pulled.
My heart's made of porcelain.
</3 Katie
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So I been up to nothing really lately...well ok that's a lie.
My mom and I went to California for a week to see my brother,his wife,and their new baby.Baby Claire.Which everyone likes to call ClaireBear and with me being me I obviously thought this was the gayest name on the planet So she is now Eclaire.Yes I nicknamed my niece a food.I'm the best aunt ever.
My brother dropped out of the Navy Seals and is now all depressed which makes my mom upset and a major bitch to me.I called her a bitch and almost got punched through the wall.Tragic.I know.
Elli and I played with Tristens mind,that was fun.
Talked to Mike online that was fun also.
Talk to Dana all the time that's fun too.
So many awesome people,but they don't measure out to the idiots.
Hmm I went school shopping with Elli and bought....come on you know this....SCHOOL STUFF!Loser.
Ok well I'm off to see the wizard and his drunk dog...mabey I'll keep updating.
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So it's been awhile...nothign good at all has happened...wow positve start.The only thing that was funny was me bitching at Ashley yesterday....oh wow.Funny shit.Me and Elli hung out and she is over again.I'm going to Maine this weekend then Cali next.
The other night I don't think I have cried as hard in my life.Things have been shitty for me lately.I've been really confused to.Lowrie hurt me and I can't fucking stand it.Without any fucking reason he left.Fuck you too!Thankx for pretending you fucking cared about me!Thankx for making me open up and then become crushed after you left!Thankx for fucking killing me with your words!FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!
I wrote a poem...This goes out to Lowrie...
You used to know me from the inside out
Our love was fired ,but where did this love go?
Did it just fade away?
I can't forget the memories
and the way you made me break my own skin
I'm praying to Jesus to let me forget your face
but it seems he doesn't hear me either
My eyes burn from wasted tears
Everynight spent wondering what ifs
I wish I could say fuck it all
Be a mechanical killing machine
Can't stand to hate
Can't stand to stay alive
to see my fate
Does this surprise you sweetheart?
All these emotions for you?
Don't be afraid honey
All the happy ones died
the day you left me for dead
I'm starting to realize
if this is how my whole life is going to be
I won't last long
I'm just going to fade in the face of humanity
This is my wishful thinking
This is our last kiss goodbye.
</3 Katie
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[15 Jul 2004|06:26pm] |
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I haven't updated in awhile because my computer fucked up with viruses.
There is so much shit lately that I don't even care about and don't want to waste my time on.Many people lately have pissed me off and I don't want to deal with them.
I'm in summer school and it isn't as bad as I thought it would be.
I still haven't talked to Lowrie,but I don't care anymore.Fuck him.
I promised myself to kill myself if anymore guys cheat on me.lol.
Mabey you'll be my murderer?
Alright well I'm hanging out with Elli...watching her play GTA3.SHe can't drive worth shit.
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I haven't updated in awhile because I have had nothing to talk about or things that I wanted to talk about...
I talked to Michelle and I kinda felt like she was the only one that could really understand me.I wrote her a note and then we talked at lunch.She said she understood and she felt the same way.
I'm so sick of school,people,my friends and family.I'm just sick of life.The friends that I have I have been totally rude to and bitchy.
Lately all I do is complain about things like a baby.I don't mean to.I don't want to.I'll try to stop,but I can't promise you that.
All I want to do is sit in my room...alone.Nothing to make noise.Nothing to be seen.Nothing.
Elli wants to go for walks and stuff,but lately I haven't wanted to do anything and always come up with annoying complaints or excuses. I don't feel like walking.I don't feel like talking.I don't want to do anything.I want to lose weight and I know I have to exersice,but I'm not going to when I don't even feel like hanging out.
My mom has been mad at me lately.I don't really know what for except that I am failing school and I cause her so many problems.I guess that is a good reason to be pissed.
I was suppose to go to my cousins today,but I don't feel like it.I'm going to hang out with Michelle.Elli will probably hang out with Travis because she always does when I don't hang out with her because she gets lonely.Ya I totally understand since you know I've been lonely my whole fucking life!
I might have to go to summer school.That sucks.I can't even stand regular school.Michelle might get home schooled next year and maybe I will to,but then again...I'll miss my friends.
I don't get how one person can be so confused and feel so alone...when they have so many people who care.Do they really care?Or am I just a pity case?
I'm not writing all this to get I'm sorries.Maybe someone will find amusement out of this entry.
There's so much none of you will know...
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Nothing has been happening that is interesting.
Well there has been,but only Elli and Julia know about it.
I don't want to post it in here.
It just involves confusion with Billy,Lowrie and other stupid shit.
Blah I wish I could play happy.
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1) Using band names, spell out your first name:
Kill Hannah
All American Rejects
Taking Back Sunday
Iggy pop
Early November
2) Have you ever had a song written about you? Not that I know of
3) What song makes you cry?Until the day I die_story of the year...everyone seems to like that song now just because their fuck buddy plays it.
4) What song makes you happy? Buried a Lie-Senses Fail
5) What do you like to listen to before bed?Whatever cd I put in my cd player...lately it has been Brand New
6) Name a song by Coal Chamber: I don't like them.
7) Who was/were your idols when you were younger?mIcheal Jackson...I wanted to marry his albino ass.
8) First album you ever bought? Patsy cline
9) Name a song that reminds you of someone and why?-until the day i die by story of the year becasue it reminds me of BIlly and how I used to feel about him...and I would Die for You-Garbage becasue it is how I feel about Lowrie.
a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5'5
HAIR COLOR: Reddish Blondish...Natural is Blonde
SKIN COLOR: Pale
EYE COLOR: Blue
PIERCINGS: Ears.
TATTOOS: No,but I want some.
r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: Dark Blue
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: Guernica-Brand New
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Turkey sandwich
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?:Sunny
HOW ARE YOU? Shitty.
d o y o u ?
GET MOTION SICKNESS?:No.
HAVE A BAD HABIT?:I have a lot.I have to much pity for people who don't deserve it.I tend to change my mind constantly and the normal one I bite my nails.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: Yes,but I had a lot of problems with them awhile ago.
LIKE TO DRIVE?: Yes.
h a v e y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: Yes.
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: Depends...I got in a fight with my mom and I went to my friends house for two days to have a break from her.
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: No..I never had to my mom lets me go wherever.
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING:No.
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: When I was in 6th grade.
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: Haha no,but that's a good/lame idea.
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: Yes.
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: Umm well they were always escused,but I missed about 50 days this year.PLus I skipped gym a lot.
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: Yes.
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: When they forced me to.
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: Yes.
l o v e
BOYFRIEND: Lowrie
GIRLFRIEND: Elli
CHILDREN: I love children and I always wanted 4 before,but now I think one or two.
CURRENT CRUSH: Lowrie
BEEN IN LOVE?: Yes.
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: Yes because he keeps coming back and ruining things for me.
YOUR GREATEST REGRET:How in the past I used to think I deserved all the names and bullshit from people.I regret not sticking up for myself and letting them get to me.
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: Yes.
r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: No.
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: Brand New
A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: Dark Gray
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?:Music,Writting and the computer.
WHAT MAKES YOU MAD? People who think they love Jacob.
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?Lowrie and Elli.
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET? All American Rejects
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: Elli,Lowrie,Erica,Julia,Amy,Heather and Tony.
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: Sleep.Go on the computer.Talk with my friends.Listen to music.Read.Write.
w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: Today.
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: 2 months ago.
YOU GOT E-MAIL: Today.
THING YOU PURCHASED: Today a Bagel.
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Law and Order
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER:Dawn of the dead
y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
ABORTION: I'm pro-choice,but I personally wouldn't be able to do it.
TEENAGE SMOKING: It doesn't matter what age you are.I do it anyway.
SPICE GIRLS: "Stop right there thank you very much"
DREAMS: I dream everyday,but they never seem to come true.
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[01 Jun 2004|01:17pm] |
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Elli and I went to Joann Fabrics and were planning on buying stuff,but we didn't.
Robin got beaten up by her penis and wrote about it in her blog.(control your penis Robin)Jeez.
I keep eating Pop-Tarts and Diet Coke with Lime.
I want to take a shower,but my apartments shower is a Gew.
I stayed home from school today because I didn't fall asleep until 4:30 am.
Oh yes and Elli made Stevie hate me.lol thankx buddy.-.- Your such a douche bag,but I love you anyways.
I'm O so bored.I think I feel like seeing a fat sexy man in a striped thong pop out of a cupcake.
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Friday-
Had detention didn't stay after because I thought it was a dumb reason to have it.
My dad picked me up at school and then I went to his shop to order clothes online.
Then my mom picked me up from his house and we went to mom and Katie therapy.
I came home and packed more stuff to then later move on Saturday.
I watched tv sence we didn't have a phone and I couldn't go online.
Saturday-Moved everything out of my house into the apartment.
Unpacked alittle.
To a freezeing cold shower because the hot water heater wasn't on.
Went to Chris's.
Had fun with Chris and Jason.
Listened to them play the guitar.
Watched Kurt and Courtney.
Then my mom picked me up at 9:00.
I came back to get my clothes to sleepover.
I went back and went to Chris's step sister's room.
I gave Jason a foot massage.
I hate feet,but his were nice and soft.
Then he put his foot in my face while I was talking so I ended up licking it.
It tasted like salt.
Then Chris kept telling us to just have sex and I don't want to!
The whole night Chris kept telling me and Jason to just hook-up and get it over with.
I don't like Jason like that...he is fun to cuddle with...I couldn't spend the rest of my life with him.
Then we went to sleep and we all slept on Chris's twin bed.
I got punched in the middle of the night by Jason.
I only got an hour worth of sleep.
SUnday-
Jaosn woke up at 6:00 am and we went onto the floor because Chris stole all the covers and room.
Me and Jason talked about how tired we were then he made me give him a foot massage again.
We then went back to sleep on the floor and slept till 9:30am until Chris's grandmother came in and woke us up because Chris's dad was on the phone.
We all got up and ate food.
Then we just hung out arounf the house and downloaded Nirvana music.
We drove Jason home at 12:00 and then they drove me home.On the way to Jason's Chris taped then talking and saying"Mr.Walker" and this other word they made up.Then at the end you hear me giggle.lol.I didn't want to talk and I was laughing so they got a giggle.
Then I came home.
My mom was sleeping and the dorr was locked so I had to pund on her window to wake up.
I then took a shower and then took a nap for 3 hours.
I woke up ate pizza,Elli came over and I unpacked.
My aunt showed up with my cousin Jenn.
Then they left.
Then my cousin Erica came over and broke my water gun.
Then she left.
ELli talked to Travis then we hung up my posters.
My poster has now fallen down.
OK I'm going to go lay down in my twin bed with another person in it.
Elli was smoring earlier..she never snores.
Strange.
Sunday-Im updating this journal and talking to Stevie.
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I have detention today with my math teacher.
Jessica is bitching about people and their lip piercings.
Elli is umm Elli.
I have therepy with my mom today.
My dad is picking me up from school and then I'm going to his shop to order clothes online.
I'm bored as all fuck.
I have to go to gym next period.
Then math.
Then Gov. ec.
Then I get to look at pictures of dead babies for our Anti-Abortion paper.
Then I'm gonna go bye.
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SO Elli didn't come to school today.She left me here to have a heartattack for all the people.
I read stevie's journal.I'm going to write this so he isn't embarresed alone.I feel the same way he does.I feel so bad that he doesn't think anyone REALLY cares about him.I feel the same way.People surround you everyday.Some your friends.SOme your enemies.That doesn't mean they will always be there.My friends and family always tell me they care,but do they really?would they do anything for me?Would they always be there?I waste so much time worrying about what is going to happen to me and what is going to change that I don't focus on spending the time with what I have.I can't.I know it will all change one day.Something will happen to take my happiness away like always.It is like I'm never suppose to be happy.I mean ya I'm happy sometimes...but everyone is.I'm not happy on the inside though.Everyone thinks I'm a oipen-book when they don't know half of what I feel.I need someone to understand how I feel.I can't explain it to myself or to other people.They have to just understand.I haven't found that person yet...Come find me.
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mm I'm not friends with Kelsey now...sence she thinks I'm a stupid cunt.She thinks I'm over-reacting,but fuck her.I don't really care right now.:)
So ya other then the whole Kelsey wanting to be an attention whore everything is fine.
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[19 May 2004|11:13am] |
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I have a sick feeling in my stomach...about Kelsey and Lowrie.I couldn't help,but cry last night.I don't think anyone realizes how much I love him.I don't even think he sees how much either.I stayed up all night thinking about it...trying to tell myself if he stopped loving me I'd be fine.I wouldn't be fine.I can't help,but feel the world is against me at this point.I always end up with something good and then have it ripped away from me.People might think I'm over-acting,but this hurts.I can't explain my feelings right now.All I feel is like I lost trust.Kelsey was suppose to be my friend...and I'm friends with her,but to have her say that if he was hitting on her...she wouldn't make him stop...unless it got to more then that.I had a dream last night that I walked in on them kissing...I ended up running out crying...then I killed myself.I know that is mellow dramatic,but love hurts.It isn't suppose to.I just need a reason from him why he does and says the things he says to Kelsey.My mom says I have nothing to worry about and then yells at me telling him not to break my heart.She isn't helping.No one is.I need answers...I need trust.
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